Let’s Talk About Belle Knox: A Porn Insider’s Views

The face of evil, apparently.

The face of evil, apparently.

The Duke freshman student who was recently outed as a porn star, who wrote an article for xoJane a few weeks back about her experience as a porn performer and then as the victim of harassment at school and online, has revealed her face and her performance name to the general public in an act of badassery and defiance of the bullies who have slithered out of the woodwork to threaten her. I had intended to link to Belle Knox’s latest article on xoJane here, and to quote several of her excellent points about fear, hypocrisy, and the rights of sex workers… but it appears that xoJane isn’t working right now. I’d guess it’s either because the site has been inundated by traffic, or because some of the vigilante dickbags who have threatened Knox with rape, murder, and other violence are hackers and have taken down the website where she called them out for their dickbaggish behavior.

So, for now, let’s proceed without well-placed quotes from the article. Let’s talk about slut-shaming of porn performers.

Full disclosure: I have written about pornography for the past ~7 years. I’ve interviewed dozens of porn stars, reviewed even more porn films, made my own documentaries on the subject, and written extensively about all of it. So this subject gets me all worked up.

Here are the facts: someone at Duke University, where Belle Knox is paying her way through the high tuition by making porn, recognized Knox (ostensibly while watching porn online) and outed her amongst the student body. The shit hit the fan shortly thereafter, and her life has been a study in slut-shaming ever since: she’s been threatened, harassed, publicly shamed both online and in real life, and even given the runaround by police when she went to them for protection from the very-scary threats she’s been receiving. Threats which I personally believe would be inappropriate in any situation, let alone one in which the issue at hand is that a woman decided to get naked and have sex on camera.

This is a phenomenon, let’s not forget, that happens literally every day. People make porn, and when they’re done on set they participate in everyday life. Many of them are students paying their ways through the increasingly expensive American higher education system. This is not breaking news. But for whatever reason, the public, and in particular the Greek system at Duke, has made it a point to shame and harass Belle Knox for her legal and (if her articles are any indication of her thought process) carefully considered decision to film porn for money. To many, this decision is of questionable logical and moral merit, but it’s a decision that an adult made and it in no way violates anybody else’s inalienable rights.

So why all the hullabaloo? The issue here is not whether this woman has made a good or a bad decision; there’s no objective answer to that question. The real crux of the matter is whether the decision she made is in any way deserving of the kind of hateful, violent, hysterical response she received when that decision became public knowledge. And the larger issue that arises from that discussion is why this kind of response is not just typical, but so normal that it has come back around to eat its own tail: Belle Knox has been criticized by her detractors for hiding her true identity behind a performance name. Knox outing herself to prove she wasn’t hiding—photo and all—calls attention to the reason most performers must use fake names: it’s not out of shame, it’s for survival. Some volatile combination of misogyny, fear, hatred, and shame shows its ugly face to porn performers all the time, and they have to use fake names to protect themselves and their loved ones from it.

Bizarrely enough, this is actually pretty normal.

Bizarrely enough, this is actually pretty normal.

There is a difference in worldview on display here, between people who see the world through the lens of The Way Things Are—dangerous, cruel, and sexist—versus those who see the world through the lens of The Way Things Should Be. Idealists. Belle Knox is an idealist. She’s putting herself in danger, emotionally and physically, by speaking up and outing herself, but she’s doing it because she sees this as opportunity to call out the fact that the The Way Things Are—full of haters, trolls, bullies, self-aggrandizing misogynists—is ridiculous, wrong-headed, and hurtful.

She is reacting to those who would rather hurl insults at someone for making a poor decision than examine whether it’s the decision that’s poor, or the reaction that decision provokes. The reason Belle Knox should be legitimately worried is not because she went into a line of work that is legal and (despite many people’s uninformed rants in the comments section of her article) relatively safe. The reason she should be concerned is that her identity is now known to people who think sex workers should be objects of scorn, harassment, and violence without asking themselves why they think that’s the case. The fact that they think that way does not reflect on her decision to make porn—it reflects upon those who feel they have some sort of morally superior position from which they can safely threaten her because of her decision.

Knox makes a great point in her second xoJane article: those who publicly harass her for her choices are likely to be those who partake in the fruits of her labor. After all, she wouldn’t have been recognized by these trolls if they hadn’t been watching porn in the first place.

I’ve noticed in my time writing about pornography that there is a perceived gap between the millions—no, the billions—who watch porn, and those who make it. Those people who make porn are seen as fundamentally different, unknowable, even broken by porn consumers. (Don’t believe me? Check out the comments section on literally any article online that touches upon the lives of porn stars). I believe that the emotional distance placed between the us and the them in performative sex (and really any form of sex work) makes consumers feel somehow safer from the radically different choices made by performers. “There but for the grace of god go I,” and all that hooey. But the truth is that most porn performers are normal people who don’t have as many hangups about sex, who  have decided to make money at it. Really, there’s not much else that sets them apart as a group. But consumers feel a need to label porn performers, put distance and difference between themselves and those they watch, to maintain some trumped-up sense of dignity.


Look at her, NOT CARING ABOUT YOUR OPINION. How dare she?

We see performers engage in acts that we, as private citizens, consider intimate, and this gives many of us a heightened sense of power over them. But here’s the real truth: porn is not often intimate. A lot of porn shoots involve performers, lighting techs, sound techs, cameramen, makeup artists, and directors. The things you might feel exhilarated by “getting away” with watching are, in fact, extremely public. They are performed according to specific standards so that they can be turned—consciously, deliberately, and after much editing—into products for mass consumption. Porn performers know damn well that their performances are going to be viewed by thousands, possibly millions, of people. Belle Knox is not exposing you to her deepest darkest secrets; she has decided to make her sexuality not-secret on purpose. You have no power over her because you saw her naughty bits.

As a matter of fact, think about this for a moment: when you’re watching porn—a reproduction of a sex act that features consenting sex workers on a set full of people—who is the truly vulnerable party in this scenario? I’d venture to say it’s the one with their pants around their ankles, alone in a dark, locked room, who rushes to close all the open windows on screen and erase their history as soon as they’ve “finished.” The one who’s ashamed of what they’re doing. And maybe that’s one reason people get so angry at sex workers who speak up about their autonomy—even their power. Maybe there’s some kind of switch that flips when people feel that their own vulnerability, their privacy, their dark secret, is close to surfacing. The thought that the woman you watched fucking on your computer screen might actually have you at a disadvantage triggers some kind of primordial terror that internet trolls and entitled Greek system douchenozzles haven’t the self-control to master.

Or maybe that’s just what I want to think, because I cannot personally fathom why somebody’s decision to take off their clothes and have sex on camera could make others so hysterical that they would feel justified making death threats.

But there’s something to it, I think. The most violent responses are usually reactions to fear. Fear that we’re in danger. Fear that we are wrong. Fear that, maybe, someone else might know something we don’t, or represent something we don’t understand. In this case, terror that a young woman who has made a decision we don’t all approve of might do well, be happy, pay her way through school, and become a successful, empowered human being who leveraged her body, her image, and her free will to get where she wanted. Fear that she does not have enough fear. Fear that the Way Things Are—biased, filled to capacity with double standards, sexist—might be vastly inferior to The Way Belle Knox Wants Things to Be.

But let’s take a step back and realize something: The Way Things Actually Are might not be as starkly different from how How Things Ought to Be as you think. After all, Knox did consent, of her own free will, using her intelligent adult mind, to leverage her body for money in a legal industry in which she is safer from contracting disease than she might be in the general population at Duke (in which I feel confident saying that many, if not most, STDs are spread without consent or knowledge of at least one party). She probably isn’t filming very often—there’s not a lot of porn being shot around the Duke campus—but she is likely making enough money that she can afford to take unpaid internships and/or intensive courses of study that will prepare her for the world when she graduates. And, if I know the porn industry (oh, by the way, I do), all the publicity will very likely lead to her making a lot more money in porn, as her name on a DVD cover or website will bring in thousands more dollars now that she’s famous.

So, hey. Good  job, trolls. This empowered young woman who made a decision about her life and her body that had nothing to do with you, but which has apparently worked you into a frothing frenzy of anger and likely masturbation, will probably make a lot of money because of you. The Way Things Are might not be as awful as you make it out to be.

IMAGES from xoJane. You may want to also read Lisa Marie Basile’s thoughts on how the CEO of an adult-film company outed the student who outed Belle Knox. 

About Lynsey G

Lynsey G is a writerly type with an interest in sex, feminism, pornography, and paisley print. She heads the Luna Luna Love + Lust column, along with the occasional op-ed and interview. Her work across multiple genres has appeared in Bitch Magazine, Nerve.com, McSweeney’s Internet Tendency, the Doctor T. J. Eckleburg Review, Menacing Hedge, Stirring: A Literary Magazine, Sound Lit Mag, and others. The winner of a Feminist Porn Award for her documentary film "Consent: Society" and an avid defender of the Oxford comma, she's currently blogging at LynseyG.com and working on a graphic novel and a poetry chapbook.

16 Thoughts on “Let’s Talk About Belle Knox: A Porn Insider’s Views

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  4. Anonymous on March 10, 2014 at 1:26 pm said:

    It seems that my comment disappeared…I was simply sharing my story, didn’t violate comment policy. What happened?

    • Lynsey G on March 10, 2014 at 1:51 pm said:

      Your comments just had to be moderated before they were published! No worries! Thank you for sharing your story–solidarity is often something sadly lacking in situations like this.

    • Luna Luna Magazine on March 10, 2014 at 11:52 pm said:

      Thank you so much for sharing your story and for being brave enough and insightful enough to offer the sort of comments that you do.

      You really make Luna Luna what it is & inspire us to keep writing!

      If you ever want to share your story –even anonymously –we are here to listen, and we hope that you continue reading!

  5. Anonymous on March 10, 2014 at 1:25 pm said:

    I was Belle Knox a few years ago…except that I come from a blue-collar background and didn’t attend a prestigious school like Duke. The reasons behind my decision to do porn at the time were complicated. I’m in my early 30’s now and although I look back with regret at some of my choices, I accept and own it.

    I’m not entirely sure what this young woman’s reasons were, but I stand in solidarity with those who say “no” to slut-shaming and harassment. And I agree with Buffy who commented above…I hope she will be OK because there is something about this that brings out the ugliness in people. I will always remember when people, some of whom were strangers, recognized me from my time in porn. I was threatened and harassed on my college campus. It wasn’t just guys either; other females joined in. I also became afraid to leave my home. I would also get some strange phone calls from a blocked number…the person(s) would laugh hysterically in this evil way, then hang up. They always seemed to know when I was home which terrified me even more. I feared for my safety.

    Some might try to lecture me and say that I deserved it because I dared to be filmed having sex. And maybe I do, but you know what? I hate this notion that sexual harassment is OK. That is why I love this article and the ensuing comments because it makes me feel like I’m not so alone anymore. I am different from Belle Knox in some ways but at the same time, I hope that her story will cause some people to consider the way they view sexuality and how they treat others that don’t conform.

    • Luna Luna Magazine on March 10, 2014 at 11:54 pm said:

      I completely agree!

      It must have been very traumatic.

      I can only imagine, really, and I’m sad that these behaviors are considered “normal.” Thanks for writing. :-)

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  7. Gabriel on March 6, 2014 at 8:09 pm said:

    Lynsey, you mentioned “And, if I know the porn industry (oh, by the way, I do), all the publicity will very likely lead to her making a lot more money in porn, as her name on a DVD cover or website will bring in thousands more dollars now that she’s famous.” I know the industry too and this won’t lead her to making more money. No performer today is making that much money per scene, even the top name performer which Bella isn’t. The people who will make money who put her on the DVD cover immediately, will be the studios. Unless she owns a studio (which she doesn’t) or release scenes on her own website (not sure she even has her own website in which she produces her own content), she won’t be seeing any more money per scene than she is making right now. She may be the “it” girl of the week but by the end of the month, no one will remember her. Yes, many will criticize me for what I just wrote, call me a douchebag whatever. But these are porn facts. Let’s not forget most porn career don’t last very long so who’s to say she’ll be making porn a few months or a few years from now. I hope she does succeed in her time in porn but this won’t lead to any newfound riches.

    • Lynsey G on March 6, 2014 at 8:40 pm said:

      Fair point, Gabriel. But, while she might not make more per scene (although I think it’s arguable that she might), I’m willing to bet she’ll be highly sought after for a while after this. Of course, “a while” is subjective, but if I were a porn producer, right now I’d be asking her to work for me ASAP to nail the publicity while it’s still on a high.

    • Anonymous on March 10, 2014 at 1:37 pm said:

      Sadly, I agree with Gabriel…very few girls/women who enter the industry turn out to be wildly successful in that industry for a long period of time. For every Jenna Jameson or other well-known performer, there are others who will not have a career in it.

  8. Buffy on March 6, 2014 at 7:26 pm said:

    I hope that this poor young woman is safe and has some supportive friends and family during this. I think it is sad and scary that hordes of people are threatening her because she chose to do something that they don’t agree with, or wouldn’t do. I hope the storm passes quickly and she is able to finish her studies and move on with her life, in any way she chooses to live it.

  9. Fear. Yep. They shame Belle Knox because she triggers their own sexual shame, and rather than take responsibility for those unpleasant feelings, it’s easier to tweet abusive threats at her in the hope that it will silence Belle and others like her. From Belle’s look in the photo at the top I’m guessing it won’t work.

    • Anonymous on March 10, 2014 at 1:33 pm said:

      @Michael…I agree. It seems that this might be a factor in why she is being shamed. What’s funny is that they are slut-shaming her for doing porn, yet they are the real perverts for looking at it. How else would they know about it unless they were looking?

      @Buffy…I agree with you, too. Another thought I had is that people will say that she won’t be able to find a decent job after this. That is one of the things people love to throw at women who have done sex work. I’m sure she won’t have a problem, but you never know. They all seem determined to make her life miserable and it’s just so ridiculous. She didn’t hurt anyone.

      Please publish my comment…don’t know if it’s my computer or what.

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